By a.R.a.S - Bodrum/Turkey 2010

Wednesday, June 13, 2012

The Interior Design Of A Soul*


Darkness with a little hope,
Spreading a glimpse of light.

Darkness, created by YOU,
Brightened with the help of friends.

Darkness, an endless sensation
Coming to an end with LOVE.

Darkness hanging on to its best friend "Giving Up"
What is MY decision?

It has been one year since my last post - and all I have, are my friends to thank to. 

Tell me one thing guys.. How on earth can you do that?

I could never be my own friend - God forbid! :) 
Your patience is the most appreciated! 

Okan* Rüya* Ebru* Deniz* Batu*
Günaydın


L.O.V.E.
a.R.a.S


I Came Across With Another Demon of Mine *

A two-second goosebumps, then the shivers... It's 21 degrees outside and I am in the line at the dining hall. Am I cold or way too nervous than I am supposed to be? What could be the reason for my hand shaking, so that I cannot manage to get a proper hold of the salad bowl? Do YOU have to be this beautiful? Attention! I'm not using any other adjectives because beauty is all I see. A natural beauty... Yes, I have been incredibly attentive and yes, what makes you different, makes you beautiful.

YOU have no idea how good the dreams feel. Just amazing. A feeling that I have never experienced before. Yes, dreams... All I need is a face-to-face conversation at a restaurant where the service is preferably extremely slow so that I can keep looking at YOU without having to worry that YOU catch my eyes looking into yours'.

My stay has an expiration date and I hate the trio "could've, would've, should've"... All I need is an answer to my questions "why?" and etc. I feel like I created an enemy while trying to have a friend. I am writing all this because it is feels like nothing but nonsense!


A perfect poker face
A perfect joker face
YOU might actually be an Original
100 % Clear as Mud



L.O.V.E.
a.R.a.S