Kontrol Bende Mi?*

*I had to write this in my language*

Derin bir boşluk

Aslında uzak ama çok yakınımda

Düşmüyorum

Dengem var... ama yok

Çok yakınım..

Çıkış yolu nerede, bulamıyorum

Bir yandan umrum değil

Ben, ben olmadıktan, olamadıktan sonra

 Ne farkeder?

L.O.V.E.

a.R.a.S

Afraid to Write *

Fear...

of hurting someone.

Fear... 

of hurting myself.

Never felt this strong before

Watch your steps

There is no turning back, never was...

Gonna blow your mind 

Cuz YOU know I am one of a kind.

*Lately I have had so many ideas to write about but somehow I feel restricted about writing. Not that I can't find the time, it's just... this fear of writing started to take place in my life for no reason. When I figure out why - I'll let YOU know*

L.O.V.E.

a.R.a.S

Wondrous Moments*

In one of those relations that is not defined,

I needed YOU.

I can't stay any longer, it might be the time to let go.

Cuz' I think I have stayed too long.

Tomorrows will be softer while new challenges won't be visible.

...

There is nothing left to win.

...

We'll be fine...

Just fine.

L.O.V.E.

a.R.a.S

Validation*

Watch, learn something (if YOU can) and react.

The following short movie "VALIDATION" is a fable about a parking attendant who gives his customers REAL validation -- dispensing both free parking and free compliments. 

                                                                                         The summary taken from IMDb

"Like most good shorts, the premise is simple: Thyne plays a man who validates parking lot tickets. However, he doesn't just stamp the paper and shoo customers on their way. Each is served with their own specialized validation, like: "You. You are awesome." His popularity quickly grows to epic proportions, no stodgy folk being able to stand their crabby ground as the simple parking validator becomes a superstar, even validating famous folks like George W. Bush. But alas, he meets a miserable photo taker at the dastardly DMV and things begin to fall apart." 

                              

                                                                                              Monika Bartyzel from Cinematica

L.O.V.E.

a.R.a.S

Simple, Tasteful But Incredibly Cheap*

I am sorry... I just can't sit here and witness the unfairness. I don't know if it is because of me being a libra or me being just me. No way! When the "evil unfairness" happens I usually speak up right away and don't let it get away or lose its significance. But this time...arghh... it really took me a while to decide if I should or should not swallow this ugly bitter truth. And as you can see, I won't let it get away. However, since I can't say it out loud because of "some" circumstances, letting it out by writing is my only option...

For now...

How can YOU pretend like everything is OK when YOU choose to ignore the love and the respect that YOU are being offered?

Let me put it this way...

How could YOU pretend like everything was OK and talk behind my back when YOU chose to ignore the love and the respect that YOU were being offered. 

I know ignorance is not a crime or anything, but when its level grows into being something unbearable it starts being hurtful, and when it starts being hurtful I start to believe that it should be considered as a crime. 

Let's think about it now, why would someone reject to see the love and the respect? There has got to be a bunch of reasons but this one was all about "the lack of self-esteem". (At least in my opinion)

What are YOU so afraid of that YOU have become such a sneaky person? (Sorry, my bad! I shouldn't have said "have become", because maybe YOU have been like this your whole life...who knows? I am just getting to know YOU)

Back to making the list of your "possible" fears...

Being left alone or

stabbed in the back?

YOU know what... I am going to set YOU free as of now... Until next time tough.

And one day I will talk to YOU about these but I don't expect YOU to understand because I know YOU can't and the problem will remain the same. But a piece of advice; try to widen up and open your eyes because if this is the path YOU wish to choose, one day YOU will start losing your "loved" ones one by one or they will be talking behind YOUR back. 

"It is impossible to defeat an ignorant man in argument." 

                                                     William G. McAdoo

L.O.V.E.

a.R.a.S

Good Luck

I am being protected. I've got back up. 

Of course you had no idea who you were dealing with. 

YOU are just another low level soul, therefore a human being.

The Universe is on my side.

God bless.

L.O.V.E.

a.R.a.S

Univictionary*

End of March... Seriously! It's been faster than ever, don't you think? Maybe not for all of you... (I know  it's not going as fast as YOU want it to but I am there for YOU, we are there for YOU, counting down the days altogether) 

"The dead of midnight is the noon of thought, and wisdom mounts her zenith with the stars."

                                                                                                                    - A.L. Barbauld -

   John Kelly - Getty Images

If YOU know me well enough, you should also know that I believe in the Universe's effort to get in touch with us. But for some reason YOU tend to ignore it. Are YOU doing it on purpose?

Advices..

Signs..

Messages..

This month let's try to be more open and listen to (for some of YOU the verb must be "to realize" or "to believe") what the Universe is trying to tell us. 

I received 3 different signs, all pointing in the same direction. At first, I did not notice that it was a sign at all but when the second one was sent, it hit me like a ton of bricks. The third one was so obvious that I was sure I had to make a decision. I'll tell YOU about it soon.

L.O.V.E.

a.R.a.S